

long nights.Last night I sat outside and prayed For God to take my life away Bitter tears ran down my face Tears for the happiness I always chase The terrible lows, the dizzying highs I'm watching my life pass me by Waiting to live, wanting to die I don't want to just sit here and cry My razor tempts me, the familiar sting An easy way out of this life, to which I cling A couple of shots, a bottle of pills One's fast, one's slow, but they both kill The pursuit of happiness has become an obsession One word is in my head always-depression Maybe tonight won't be so badlong nights.


flower.Once I was a flower, But now I'm a stem. I didn't like my petals So I did away with them.flower.
I thought my colors ugly, So I threw them all away. Wanted orange,red,and purple. Didn't like my shades of gray.
To look like other flowers was all I really wanted, Like all the others roses who were never teased and taunted. Like the child who's picked last for elementary school athletics, I thought that I was worthless and I blamed it on genetics.
I wanted to be chosen for a beautiful bouquet, But I knew no one would want me for my ug


conclusion of fateA tear, Shed, A thought, Misplaced, A hand, Lifeless, A word, Unsaid, A life, Changed, A heart, Shattered.conclusion of fate


falling asleepFalling asleep thinking of you, Wondering if you're really true. Scared to love you once again, Feeling fear that we might have to end. I don't want to feel the pain I felt before, But then again I want to be with you once more. I'll take the risk of feeling heartache, Hoping that it isn't a big mistake.falling asleep
Falling asleep hoping to dream of you, Telling you that I love you, and hoping you say "I Love You Too". I hope you share the same dreams as me, Letting them tell you we are meant to be. I hope my dreams become reality,
Letting me finally live happily.